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Could be the black coffee on an empty stomach.
It could be learning a new skill
Using that skill to create something im proud of
Sharing my knowledge encompassing everything ive learned
cooking, fermenting, shooting, editing, sharing
It makes me think of a new way to see the world
A new appreciation for what it takes to make a movie
Going to bed contemplating my next shot
Waking up wanting jump into the cold abyss.
I hate it. I liked knowing that no two days would be the same. I like the routine of randomness.
I have a morning routine but this isnt the same.
I know why the rest of the country feels like it's safe or they can't get hurt. It's the same feeling as an 18 year old saying they can't die. We think years are a given.
Until we realize it's all made up. The same goes for yesterday and tomorrow. They are both figments of our imagination.
The only thing we have is now and the only metric I should be worried about is; Does this bring me joy?
Do things that scale vs passion projects. They could be the same thing but a passion project could also be opening a 10 seat coffee bar that serves $15 coffee. No one will want to copy me.
The bigger killer is analysis paralysis and then never taking the leap or switching from one task to another. Never finishing one but and half starting another.
Im old school, I like the craft. I like building something with my hands. Yes I know coding and such is building with your fingers but it doesn't have the same feeling. At least no yet
Its the passion project that needs the get done first.